053101
lawrence called me this morning... it's been over 3 months since i've last talked to him... he asked me if i was gonna come to nina's graduation. i don't know if i wanna go though. i mean, i should... because nina's graduating and all... but... that means so is elyssa. and i don't know if i want to see her. yeah, i still miss her like crazy and... yeah, i want to see her again. but i can't... i don't know what i'd say to her if i saw her... it's just been way too long... i've learned a long time ago to avoid getting into situations where i could possibly be uncomfortable... but i (reluctantly) told nina that i'd be there this saturday.

does iolani have a big senior class? maybe i'll just go home after i congratulate nina.

ok, i'm getting all irrational and shit so i'll just shut the fuck up.

052301
got my report card in the mail today... i didn't do too bad. could have done better, but i was expecting worse. i think i spent too much of this semester getting depressed over a girl who didn't want me around in the first place. haven't seen her for over 3 months... i wish we could have remained friends at least... i hope she's doing okay. :(

anyway, fuck that shit. visit this page: asianprince213. it kicks ass.