060301
just as i predicted, i turned emo-boy at the moment i saw elyssa... seeing elyssa again... made me feel really really... blah. :P

one of nina's friend, anna, tried to talk to me... i mean, she's really nice, and cute, too. but... i wasn't really interested in getting to know her. i think we had a thirty-second "conversation" and then fifteen minutes of cold silence. i didn't mean to be like that to her... sorry. i just didn't feel too good at that moment. i had a lot of time to think, so i stopped and asked myself, "dude, what the fuck are you doing to yourself?!"

really, though, i'm finally over elyssa now. i know i've said this a zillion times before but i'm really sure now. and it makes me happy because this is like closure. i think i really needed that for a long time now.

i think i'm supposed to be going out with anna, lawrence, and nina next week. turns out that lawrence and nina were trying to hook me and anna up together. i've got no objection to that. :) i didn't even realize what was going on until later on when lawrence told me... i'm really oblivious like that.

anyway, we'll see what happens... :)

anyway, back to the main story... after the ceremony, we had dinner at a resturant down in pearl city. dropped anna off at her place in waipahu after that. went over to nina's house and chilled. played pool with lawrence and won three games out of four. i kick ass.

well, that was yesterday, and today was my brother's graduation day.

i can't believe my little brother was graduating from high school! time flys by so fast...

it has been a while since i've stepped on the soil of mckinley high school. it seems like just yesterday i was up on the bleachers myself... graduating class of 98! (yeah, i'm old. stop laughing...)

to my surprise, johnny showed up. and john too. eric couldn't come because he CLAIMED to have pink eye and were too embarrassed to be out in the public. lawrence didn't show up... anyway, whatever...

i've never seen my brother so happy. and jason, who also was graduating, looked really happy too. you guys grow up so fast. jason, i think i knew you since i was in the sixth grade?

my best wishes to everything you guys do in life and god bless as always.

060201
why are leis so expensive?! those orchid leis cost me fifteen bucks. well, i could have gotten one of those candy leis from daiei for $3... but i'm not that cheap you know! so i'm off to iolani's graduation. heh, i even got invited to dinner with nina's family afterwards... now i gotta dress up cuz it's some nice resturant in pearl city. at first, i planned to go out with my afi t-shirt on... the black one with a skull on the front, and on the back, it says "I HATE PUNK ROCK." but um, yeah, i guess not...

i'm listening to "peaceful day" by pennywise right now. after this song ends, i'm off.

i'm off to go see elyssa. yay?

060101
i'm starting to really think that i broke my leg... i haven't seen a doctor yet, but... fuck, i don't wanna have to get surgery done... or walk around with crutches. i can't even work and make money because i walk with a fucking limp!

how did i get injured, you ask? i did a smith grind over a handrail, baby!

actually, i hurt myself doing what i thought was a kickflip, but it obviously was entirely something else... please tell me my leg isn't broken! i'm scared of doctors!

oh, yeah, pardon my emoness on yesterdays entry... as for that situation, i'm just gonna let time take me... where ever it takes me.