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it was pouring the whole day. before i left for school, i looked in the closet for an umbrella. the only one i could find was a pink one with little white flower patterns on them... my mom's. my brother took the black one to work. no fucking way was i gonna be seen in public with a pink umbrella. i mean, sure, i've made an ass out of myself in public on many other occasions, but...

"fuck it." i shrugged my shoulders and walked out the door with empty hands.

i don't like getting rain on my face, so i was staring at the ground the whole way. when you're walking around the streets like that, you notice a lot more interesting things on the ground. like, dog poo and dead birds, for instance.

i saw hyejin nuna on my way there too. i heard someone yell out "hey!" so i looked up. i didn't recognize her at first. i looked back for the second time and realized that it was hyejin nuna. i waved my hand at her and said, "oh... hey!" and continued walking on. i probably should have stopped and talked to her or something. only if it weren't for the rain.

it's been over two years since the last time i saw her. i wonder what's been up? her brother used to be a really good friend of mines. he still is, i guess, but i haven't talked to the dude in over two years. i remember we used to hang out all the time.

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last night, i made a purchase from angryyoungandpoor.com.

when i found out that i had to pay an extra $4 for shipping, i was angry, angry, and poor...

dot com.

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i was having second thoughts about going to the show today. today felt like one of those days i could just lay in bed all day.

only if i hadn't already paid for the ticket...

we got there (world cafe) late. by the time we went inside, the opening band was already playing (they sucked... whoever they were). the only thing even mildly exciting was when they threw that dildo into the crowd (ok, i wasn't THAT excited by that).

the 86 list fucking rocked, though. i'm looking foward to seeing them again in two weeks... at the 2nd annual punk on a rock—with bouncing souls, youth brigade, swingin utters, and strung out.

new found glory took forever to come out... the waiting bored me out of my fucking skull. meanwhile, i had to avoid getting my eyes poked out by a girl with a mowhawk, standing in front of me.

some group of girls started to chant, "new! found! glory!". they (all four of them) repeated it 3 times and then stopped, followed by embarrassed laughter...

new found glory came out. played a couple of songs. finished off their set with "hit or miss," not surprisingly.

the end.

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happy thanksgiving.

so, how was everyone's thanksgiving day? i had my turkey dinner as a take out plate... that was pretty pathetic.

i was watching a video tape that my family in korea sent me. it was of my grandma's 70th birthday dinner party. my grandma looked sort of pissed the time they were filming that thing... heh. but for once, i didn't mind watching boring home movies.

thank you, god, family, and friends.