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the show last night was fun.

it's was good to see the knumbskulls again. after their "last show," you'd think that you'd never see them again.

afi was pretty good. although it was a little disappointing because they've missed a lot of my favorite songs.

and it was also nice to see rebecca again. i didn't talk to her, though. hope i didn't come off as being snobbish. if i did, that was just my "korean-ness" kicking in. i couldn't help it.

hahahhahaha...

huh?

the end.

052102
went down to kanui park to play basketball with the guys.

my "teammates" barely acknowledged my presence. i felt stupid.

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i haven't been skating much as of late, so just to get back in to it again, jason and i went down to the skate park yesterday. if there is one thing i love about living in downtown, it's the fact that aala skate park is only 3 blocks up from my house. it's not exactly the best, but i love it. it's fun to skate on. i'm thinking of going more often... instead of sitting at home and getting pale.



after that, i had errands to run, so i took jason along with me. just finished up a whole bunch of last minute shit i had to do. it took me the whole entire afternoon to get it done. and since we were in the area anyway, we paid eric a surprise visit. just in time too, cuz he was getting ready to set up the tents. after that, we crashed at eric's place and jason scored a copy of the technologist ph. d cd. (is it me or does it seem like eric's giving out more cd's than he's actually selling them?)

later that night, we all went out to hit up a club down in chinatown. it was me, jason, eric, jimmy, jon, johnny, paul, and some other kids. the club was alright, i guess... but the club scene has never been my thing. the girls were hot, at least. God, i'm so old now that underaged kids are actually asking me to buy alcohol for them. like this one girl, amy, last night. usually i wouldn't have, but i made an exception because she was jon's friend. practically everyone was drinking anyway. these people drink more than skinheads. anyway, the only problem was that i had to hold the drink for her the whole time. so i just stood there while she went off dancing, and she'd come over everytime she wanted a drink. and this was repeated at least 3 times. it was so retarded.

after that, we hung out with some girls eric and paul met at the club. the security guards kicked us out of the parking lot, so we called it a night -- with the exception of those who were gonna go get drunk at paul's place. i wasn't going, but i persuaded jason to go with them. mainly because one of the girls, who eric tried to hook jason up with, was going. jason wasn't interested in her, but i figured it wouldn't hurt to at least see how she's like. well, it was either jason or jimmy. jimmy actually wanted to go follow along with paul and jason. i just sat there thinking, dude, get a fucking clue!

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last night, eric, jon, paul, and i went down to the maze again. this time, though, eric was hoping that the club manager would give him a chance to perform live at the club. no luck. we ended up passing out demos and flyers instead.

on the way home, i was listening to kpoi. they were giving out afi tickets to the 20th caller, so i tried my luck... and i won.

somewhere during the call, i lamely said the phrase, "right on."

i won 2 tickets and a $20 gift certificate for hard rock cafe. close to $50 worth of stuff.

right on.

051002
two more finals on wednesday, but until then, i have no more classes. i didn't feel like studying or staying home, so i went to do the tents with eric. it was only the two of us this week. i don't know if it was because of my lack of sleep or what... the damn metal bars felt twice as heavy. eric was telling me plans for his second album, and even allowed me to listen to some sample tracks. he asked me to write some lyrics for the next album. angry lyrics. and i'm thinking, what did he mean by that? that i'm an angry person? do all my friends have that impression of me? when was i ever angry? when? answer me! ANSWER ME, DAMN YOU!!!

uh... whoa.

050902

"i felt like destroying something beautiful."

- fight club

i haven't had a decent sleep in the last three days, i'm starting to hear voices in my head, and i've developed disgusting amounts of facial hair...

i hate finals week.

2 down, 3 to go.