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man, i've been in a really great fucking mood lately.
the pessimist in me tells me that this will all soon come to its crushing end.
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ryu vs. scorpion:
"ten people who speak make more noise than ten thousand who are silent." |
| - napoleon bonaparte |
right now, people are sleeping, and get mad when people makes noises that threatens to wake them up! thanks for shouting... |
some maui residents are objecting to the latest mtv reality show, "maui fever," saying its sexual content and all-white cast give viewers a skewed impression of their island. "you can only film people who are willing to be filmed, and a lot of the people we wanted (for a more diverse cast) didn't want to be filmed. you can't control that," freeman said. he added that some of the supporting characters are nonwhite. |
a chinese thief has returned a mobile phone and thousands of yuan he stole from a woman after she sent him 21 touching text messages, xinhua news agency said on monday. |
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what an interesting day. ernesto has surprisingly been tolerable today. also, marie has apparently assigned me a nickname: "monkey" (for whatever reason). after the third time, i had to ask her why she kept calling me that. i think i love it.
rose took me aside today and asked me if i would be willing to take the position of lead operator for the incoming night shift.
i get the feeling that i will eventually regret this, but i said yes.
everyone's who's been here long enough has to eventually go through this, at least once—i just happen to be the next one in line.
a slight pay increase is involved in this (and by slight, i mean slight). not to mention how good this would look on my resume, also.
but it would also mean that i am going to be working from 5 to 1... for the next three or so months. which also means that i won't be able to me my co-workers during that period of time.
marie seemed disappointed and slightly upset at me when i told her the news. i told her that it's a really great opportunity for me, and i just couldn't turn it down.
part of me feels like this is a
blessing in disguise. i think it would do me good to remove myself from her presence, at least for the time being. hopefully, three months away from her will be enough time for me to get over this little crush i have on her. it's obviously hard to do that when i see her all the time. i know that i will miss her immensely, but i think this is something that just has to be done. this is not an attempt to remove her from my life. far from it. i value her friendship greatly. in fact, i'm sure that the next three months without her will be hell for me. but i just need some time away to get my feelings sorted out.
bring on the hurt.
some of my co-workers have
already tried winding me up by calling me "supervisor."
"hey, mark, can i put on down as my reference?" ernesto asked.
"no."
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"you have a class of young strong men and women, and they want to give their lives to something. advertising has these people chasing cars and clothes they don't need. generations have been working in jobs they hate, just so they can buy what they don't really need. |
| - fight club |











"our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter." |
| - dr. martin luther king, jr. |

